Im not thinking about going above 100 today
I need to crack down
T H I N
How are youu lovelies doing?
Haven't stepped on the scale in a few days. Maybe today will be the day...then again, maybe not.
- Current Mood: uncomfortable
An old friend I haven't seen for about two years wants to cath up with me. Tthat's fine and all, since I kinda miss her...but does it really have to be over dinner?
Not eating until we get together tomorrow night :(
so here's me.
bmi:18.7 (still "normal". which kills me.)
UGW: somewhere in the 75-80lb range.
bust- 31 inches
underbust- 29 inches
waist- 26 inches (used to be 24 but i'm a fucking lazy asshole)
hips- 33 inches (puuuuke)
i feel like such a fail at life, i've gained almost ten pounds and im FUCKING DISGUSTING how could i let myself do this...in a month in ttotal ive gained fifteen pounds im the biggest fail known to man i dont know why the fuck i cant do this i wanna be thin so bad but i dont have the discipline to stop stuffing my face
YOURE FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING GR
no more no more no more
i will restrict
i will fast
i will be fucking thin
i fucking swear by it
TEN POUNDS FUCKING GONE BY SPRING BREAK o
im so sick of my life
im fucking miserable
i need to be thin
i need to be ten pounds less and keep it LESS by spring break
weight: i can't even bear to check one more time
right under boobs:31
i know i probably just grossed everyone out
i hate me